Progress

I've come to the conclusion that I only really feel inspired to write blog posts when i actually have something important to say. i don't do the day-to-day, here's-a-post-so-you-can-stalk-me crap. i'm only going to post on here now if i have something really worthwhile or meaningful to share.

tonight we're going to talk about death.
it came to my attention about two weeks ago that i no longer feared death, but i didn't realize until a couple days ago why. i've discovered that everything... EVERYTHING... absolutely everything, and i DO mean e v e r y t h i n g in the universe serves a purpose. everything. everything serves a purpose. nothing happens without having a purpose to happen. nothing is random. that being said, death (which is included in EVERYTHING) also serves a purpose. every time. every death that has ever happened or will ever happen is going to happen for a very specific reason to render a very specific result and influence on the outcome of everything else in the universe. in the most basic of terms... everyone dies for a reason. no one has ever died "pointlessly" or died "before their time." you die precisely when you were meant to die, after you've done what you were meant to do, and your death will serve the purpose it was meant to serve when it happens, which is why it happens.

nobody has ever died pointlessly. nobody has ever died when they weren't supposed to. when i die, it will be for a specific purpose, at a specific time, after i've done whatever it is i was born to do.

now you may be thinking that this idea has WAY too much pre-destination for your taste, so let's talk about that for a minute now. let's talk about destiny.

call it what you will: destiny, fate, pre-destination, whatever. i have come to the conclusion, based on my experiences, that we all exist in the world to accomplish a purpose or an end. why would we exist if it wasn't for a specific reason. as i stated earlier, i am CONVINCED everything happens for a reason, and that also includes existence. so if we exist for a reason, that reason exists with us, and stays with us until we complete it. if we complete it, we die. if we absolutely cannot complete it, our death will serve a purpose towards the completion of it. this is what i believe. our destinies are pre-determined BUT we still have free will. how can this be? because our course in life is directed by our REACTIONS. we have a destiny, yes, but whether or not we accomplish it or how we go about achieving it is decided by how we choose to react to our external stimuli. free will is nothing more than how we choose to react. those of us who react well and can adapt quickly and learn quickly will succeed, those who don't react properly because they either choose not to or because they lack the ability or mental capacity or reasoning or whatever it is they lack to react properly will "live" themselves into a corner they cannot escape from, and they will die when it becomes clear that it is impossible for them to accomplish what they were born for. it is at this time that their death may cause someone else to become "inspired" to attain the goal that was originally meant for the person who passed.

this is all relatively new idea material in my mind, so i may not be explaining it to the best of my ability, but i am prepared to defend this theory in a logical discussion. hopefully you can get some of the idea i am trying to get across, because later i will build off of this platform to show you what i truly believe the meaning of life really is.

but right now i'm mentally exhausted and i'm going to quit before my thoughts become entirely impossible for anyone else to follow. talk at ya later!